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Don't tell me goodbye, .

my dearest bigbang.

Monday, June 30, 2008

I'M TOO HAPPY OKAY.

TMR MORNING I WILL MELT FOR GOD SAKE!
ahh, gerek nyerrr.

Okay, Hotfudge, as you command, don't go off pitch or something right?.
If not, I would have to save you. Aing! (:
Ncc day lah people. Hotfudge commanding! (:

OMG OMG OMG.
sleepless nights this whole month, I swear!
melt and melt and melt and melt. thats it !



1YEAR3MONTHS :)
Which is equivalent to 455 days.


Just imagine that I've spent my whole 455 days with him.
Wouldn't it be nice? But instead, I'm just nothing but someone
who waits for love. ;) Ily Hotfudge.

School sucks. Too bad, I'm sorry.
Met up with Fee after receiving her last minute call.
Walked to Vista and waited for Shasha darling.
Left the place & met her half way to school.
Was kinda late so missed the Anthem.

Had some shows put up by the CO silat and some singing.
The headed back to class for normal lessons. what ha bore.
Fee made me so irritated with her jokes till I growled like idiot.
Some teacher who was at the sec4 corridor actually turn and look
at me. Hahah. Idiot you fee!

BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Saw Arif at level 3 this morning.
Made my day :)

Had to stay back after school to finish up my English homework.
Handed in and went for band to inform Aaaron.
Headed home with Afee where hotfudge was THIIIS close with me.
Daymn, I knew I should left school a little bit later. ahah :)
Happy Happy!

Got home, clean my room like mad despite having this bad bad headache.
Cleaned & rest. Can't go clinic cause mom had something to attend at the
last minute so, I self-medicate! :) Haiz. Too often I get this headache.
Sucha killer.

I guess I'm going home straight after school tmr.
Gotta rest rest rest cause I've been falling sick too often.
Right? Some of you might know. Haiz.

Sorry band for not attending today's practice.
I wanted to but this headache refuses to fade away.
In fact, it got worse when I'm walking home, under the hot hot sun.
AArgh, I hate this oh so much!

Will be heading to Peixin for Alumni practice this Wed.
Prolly will be going there straight after school till 8pm.
Hotfudge asked me to find a Boyfriend so that I won't go home
alone whenever I have practices at Peixin. (:
So cute right? He told me he got Gf already. Idiot. tsktsk.

CET CET CET CET
( I bet Alyssha is laughing like toooot now )
hahah.

Mr Cheng's birthday is this Wednesday!!
Omg omg omg omg! hahaha.
Shut up you guys.

No, I won't get him anything.
Wanna die isit? I'm embarassed enough to actually have this
stupid crush on a teacher ( HE TEACHES WELL OKAY ! ).
But it's nothing lah. I LOVE MY HOTFUDGE STILL!

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY MR AARON CHENG! (:

That's it.
I'm gonna rest & will be doing my homework later at night.

Hotfudge; text me will ya? <3


Saturday, June 28, 2008

What? I can't make it for Peixin's Alumni practice?.
Thanks to what? This family gathering at my place!
Stop being unreasonable mom. I'm having an alumni practice
to prepare for this alumni performance! grrr.

Kakak also going out after this gathering whaaat.
I mean, if she can go out even if she planned it a month ago,
I too have the rights to go! grrr.
I can't stand people being so unreasonable.

See, this changes my mood, totally.
Band, was alright just now.
Sectionals was useful & sleepy! haha.

Managed to clear some doubts.
Settled some stuff with the band leaders
and headed home ( Knowing that I have to rest for
the gathering & alumni practice )
AHHHHHHHH.

I can't stand it already lah.

Anyways,
Yesterday's match was all fine.
Tkt won Team B 3-1 * YAYNESS!!!*
( Nazri scored a goal for Team B, pretty last min )
Hotfudge injured
( Almost cried okay! seeing him in so much pain! swear.. )
He text ed me at night & then he got angry for some reasons.
IRAH STUPID. make him angry some more lah. your lost Irah.
Hotfudge, I'm terribly am sorry. :(

That's it.
I'm just waiting for his reply.


Friday, June 27, 2008

School is a bitch.
Friends are the best. :)

Well, I was late this morning.
Thanks to my sister.
She used my cell yesterday night and exchanged the Sim card.
Then exchanged back lah. So, the clock wasn't set at the right time.
So, I usually set my alarm at 5.30 ( but wake up half an hour later )
So, I woke up at 6am and headed to the shower. I checked my cell
when I came out. Time check: 6.20am. Still early right?
But I wondered how come the sky was already so bright at 6.20am?!
So, check my watch, it's already 7:02am. Oh my..

Alyssha was late too but she got to school much earlier than me.
Actually, she managed to be in school by the bell ring, I suppose.
I'm late, Mr Lee sucks big time. I don't care I DON'T CARE.
I hate him. haha :)

Was super duper sleepy in school.
Nabil didn't come school, so life's pretty boring.
Ah, I'm pretty upset knowing some of my good friends
actually don't approve us being close. Don't think too my readers,
it's just a normal feeling. but why maan?.
Alyssha is also clueless.

Now, I'm at Shasha's place!
Birthday Girl is dolling up to meet the rest to celebrate her
15th birthday! :) Just here to teman her & take me money.
Will be heading back to school to watch soccer match! :)
Team B, you're going down! Tkt, besssssssssssssssst

Alrighty.
This week have been sucha blast for me.
Alot of things happened. Tmr will be tiring, definitely.
Will be having WGS band from 8 to 1 and will heading to
Peixin for Alumni Practice from 6 to 8.
Sunday, stoopid Religious class. GAH.

Alrighty,
See you guys later.
keep the tag flowing darlings.

Lastly, I love Arif.
Monday, is the 1 year 90 days. :)


Thursday, June 26, 2008

I'll update and that's it, I'm off to bed.
School Uniform will be ironed tomorrow morning.
My stuff for school will be packed tomorrow morning.

& I bet, I'm gonna rush on everything tomorrow morning.
Upon that, still don't wanna get my ass of the bed and prepare
everything. Yes, I keep on delaying things. I know, I know.

Homework, won't be doing.
I'm too tired after spending the whole day in school.
School, PE ( which obviously suck big time cause it's like at 9.15am )
It was scorching hot for god sake! No, I'm not those girls who can't
stand heat ( Well, actually I am one of them! ), but I'm use to have
PE around second period, which is 8.15pm? Yeah, It's much cooler :)

So, PE suck big time.
Everything was all fine despite me getting fed-up with my hair.
Chemistry lesson was the most fun lesson for today I guess.
I soooooo want to sit with my bestfriend, Nabil but somehow,
Mdm Shuryati just won't let good friends to be together.
I swear, everyone was with those people whom they would want to
sit with, last. I guess. haha.

So, Nabil and I was THIIIIISSSS close to sit together
but thanks to Rafi who should'nt lived was one of them who is
the last few to stand. Yeah, he's my sitting partner and we are
sitting RIGHT AT THE BACK OF THE LAB. Really, the last fringging
Bench is all ours. haha :)

Had uber lots of fun during the two periods.
Mixing Hydrochloric Acid with Universal Indicator and one more which
is in Orange. And here's the part.

I was returning those chemicals to the teacher's bench when I somehow
tilted the bottle and some of the liquid actually ooze out. Without realising it,
and such a coincidence that Al-Zul was passing by me, I just smack him at his back,
leaving this orange mark on his uniform. I got all panick and really really, scared.
So, tried rubbing it off for him with Tap water but didn't help.
Ask teacher will it come off after washing it in the Washing Machine, she
reluctantly replied, " I'm soooorrry, I don't think so "

Freaked out and kept on apologising.
Till English lesson where Mr Isham somehow gave the class
a sentence as an example,

" Al-zul wants to kill Nabil, over a girl "
Knowing Nabil and I are bestfriends, Al-zul looked at me
& he did the finger pointing in the most funny way.
Still, I feel awfully bad :(

Okay, since I've promised you readers that I'm gonna
post some ugly fugly utterly disgusting pictures, you'll get those.

Enjoy :) ewwW?

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Puke already right? I knew it.
That's it. I'm done with my life.
Goodbye Cruel world. sobssobs.


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ALYSSHA LOVES! <3
27JUNE.


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Now, I miss my thick & long hair after saying that I really hate my hair.
Really, I swear ( not crossing any finger ), I will never have this kind of hairstyle
no more. I'm already sick & tired of this short frigging ugly hair.
Too bad, this hairstyle have to go off.
I'm going bold, I said to Arif and he laughed laughed & laughed,
not knowing that I'm serious.

I was bloody ashamed to go to school today.
So, met Shasha first before heading to school.
She said my hair looks fine. Well, reached school.
Met many many people during recess where they touched2
my hair and said " you stupid lah, it looks okay what "
NO IT'S NOT MY DARLING. no, it's not. Haiz.

I can't take it anymore.
My fringe sucks, for god sake!
So, during lesson, I don't care how I look already.
I pin it up for the first time in my life I'm willing to
pin in up. :)

So, after school.
Headed off to Cwp with Shasha and I made her irritated.
She's too tired repeating " your hair is fine lah irah ".
HAHA. She have been so patient with me since we met in the morning.
But somehow I felt that she was angry with me cause she have been
pushing me every time she walk next to me & whenever she pass by
my desk in class. I remembered one push that I almost fell down
to the ground. I was sleepy at that point of time & hello, I was standing.
Thanks Alyssha for the non-stop pushes :) hahas.

So, had lunch with her at Banquet where the order went wrong.
You tell me, which part of " BAN MIAN" sounds like "TOM YAM" ?
Stupid person. She got fed up cause she made 2 Tom Yam Ban Mian
and no one was gonna eat that. Too bad darling.

Got her milkshake and went off to Interchange.
Met her Izhwan there and bus-ed to school, again.
While waiting for 901, this auntie next to me ask me where's
block 507. Honestly, I don't know where it is though I've been
staying in Woodlands for almost to 5 years.
Then there's one part where she asked me this.

" You stay where?" with her Chinese slang which I could hardly understand.
" 895. Very farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr " Doing that hand sign showing from one
point to the other point"

Well, that made Alyssha laughed her teeth out :)
ahhahahaha. alrighty.

Got my homework from Miss Yati and headed home.


* Arif said I'm cute *
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
JOKE OF THE DAY LAH DARLINGG.

Will post some pictures of me and my ugly fugly hair soon.


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Hello.

Haircut.
Speechless, in the bad way, ever.

Brightside, it's friggin cheapo man.
7 bucks. Sounds worth it? It is baby. :)

Stayed back after school to do some Maths.
Waited for Naddy till 3.30pm and head to Marsiling
to get a haircut. I mean, to get the horrible haircut.

You people, will have nightmares after looking at my hair.

I hate it. I don't wanna talk about it.
I don't wanna go school anymore. that's that.
Fullstop.

Had lunch cum dinner with Naddiok at Kfc.
Bought us a Buddy meal and filled our stomachs to the brim.
Headed to her place, nature called me lah.
Chillax and went home, alone.

Reached home and wash up.
Use to Lappy and read peoples blog.

You people are never a disappointment.
Although we are disappointed but no, you guys are not.
I know it's hard for you guys but try to do your best.
Like I've mentioned, simple respect and full co-operation is what I need.
Response is what I need too from you guys.
I know it's kinda too much to ask from you but, I need it.
It's for the section own good.
Since some of you still promised me that you will work hard,
good. Good that you wanna improve. Let's work together.
Just remember what the seniors have taught you, what we have said.
Take care :)
We'll see how things goes on Thurday's practice.


Monday, June 23, 2008

First day of school of this semester.
Was sucha bore I have to say.

Apart from seeing my lovely friends and lovely Arif,
the rest just seems to be too boring. I thought the clock
wasn't ticking at all! haha.

Like finally, school ended at 1.45pm.
Walk around with Afee and went to canteen where
I bumped into Arif. He ah, I want to slap the face.
He told me the other night this.

" And ya, do smile when you see me around in school yeah?"


Okay, we bumped.
He saw me, I saw him.
He turned around and look at the back while walking.
AH, I told him that he did that but he denied. grrr.
I also told him that my knee joints were loose when I saw him.
haha, funny lah. ;) ( Lutut longgar per Irahh? )

He told me that he has no reaction when he sees me cause
he is still young, strong & steady. haha Arif, you made me laugh.
Heart beats faster when you see me ehh?. haha.

Ah,
I love that person ah.
haha. Shut up people. ;)

Chillax in class with my dear friends
then headed down to canteen again with Afee.
Chillax there and went for band where my life became
horrible + terrible = HORTRIBLE.

Lectures, talking, scolding, pleading won't help.
What Caroline and I said entered the right and went out by the left.
God, help me.

Luthfi was sucha dearie horh!
We left school together after band and went to Vista.
I realised I left my wallet in class so we headed back to school.
He's fine to accompany me back to school cause it's like 5 mins to
7pm already. So head to school like one Kambing. Didn't retrieve my
wallet cause Alyssha dearie kept it for me! Thank god! :)

Walked home with the dickhead.

Arif saw us.
Mr Tan saw us.
Sherra saw us.

All got the wrong idea? hahahahaha.
Arif, I won't keep you in my pocket one lah.
Luthfi? Blearghs. aahha.

I'm looking forward for more tmr.
Wed, match! Team B Vs TKT!
MUST WATCH, BABY.......



( Singing to Dear God by Avenged )
Oh dear god,
it's 1.40am right now and I can't sleep.

Yes baby, today's Monday and today is where
kids goes back to school :) Looking forward for school?
Hell NO! But, I definitely look forward to meet my kawans.

Homework eh?
Okay La people, I wanna save myself from getting too much scoldings
from too many teachers right, so, I did my homework, LAST MINUTE.
So yeah, it's 85% completed. Better than nothing, baby :)

Hey-ho.
Seems like I'm in a pretty good mood since afternoon.
Why? Haha, good question dear.
Well well well, Arif text ed me this afternoon :)
SAY YAY! ( Please bare with me, I'm real happy lah )

So, we did text for awhile till he didn't reply me.
I started to curse the frigging Networks cause there's
one time where Arif didn't receive my text.
As result, both of us were waiting for each other's reply.
haha. Stupid old kids. hehks. :)

Naddiokk called my cell just after Arif text ed me again around 10.30pm.
Naddy actually made me go outside to the corridor

and bend bend bend to look for the Moon.
Why? Cause my dearest Nadiokk said that the Moon
is in Orange. And I don't know if she's scared or excited about it . =.=
Well, she sounded both scared and excited.

Talked to her till midnight and we hung up cause she's 98% done with
her last minute homework while I still have 75% uncompleted work.
So, hung up and do do do!

Brother came home and had some food with him.
He turn in while I continued watching MTV.

Now, blogging.
HAH, I'm still not sleepy!
somebody please help me out!!
(Lols, again, drama mama siakkks)

Two choices actually.
1: Don't go to sleep. Head to school and only sleep when I reach home.
2: Force myself to sleep NOW.

I don't know.
I can't take those pills again.
Everyone will kill me if they find out.
And if I do, I would be all weak in school.

Alrighty, there's band practice tmr.
So, see you around in school darling..
Oh, those who are not a Woodgrover,
TOO BAD DARLING, YOU WON'T SEE ME.
AH, WHAT A WASTE!
(just what the hell Irahh?)

& Nadiokk darling, since when I "kpo" you?
Or should I say followed you ah?
This song ah, put in Imeem ah, for anyone who wants
to put it in the blog ah. Not for you only ah, Nadiah Abdul Razak ah.

Good night, good night
Sweet dreams :)


Saturday, June 21, 2008

That's it.

I miss Nur Arif, I really do.
It's my blog people, I can do whatever I want.

So, don't puke for those who wanna puke.
Don't close your eyes for those who wanna close.
Cause what you're about to see is the most awesomest
photo you've seen. haha.

Personally, this is the most cutest stuff I've ever seen.
And heck, I'm in love with this Bpk2 guy. :)

4.40am, I'm missing Arif.


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AHAHA! That's my Hotfudge, My Mr A :)



I miss arif hotfudge with caramel peanut butter kaya


3.16AM now, darling.


I should be sleeping now, to get use to it since school is reopening
this coming week. I know I've said this but let me say it again,
I THOUGHT THERE'S A WEEK MORE OF HOLIDAYS!
cheated my feelings sia.

Well, I broke my own record for this holidays.
I woke up at 5pm today. *applause*
Usually, it would be around 2pm.

Hehks, parents got back form Kampung and mom
actually sprinkled cold water on my face when I'm sleeping.
And then she screamed,
"Bangun! dah pukul brape nie. tido2! mcm orang keje malam eh kau!"
"Wake up! look at the time now! like what? you work the night shift isit?!"

And before that, dad actually tickled me when I'm sleeping.
Then I screamed at him asking him to stop and go away.
But nah, he continued to irritate me. wahh, Pissed off sia.
See, it's not always the kids who gets on their parent's nerves.
HAH, what parents I have eh. heh.
The old, irritating yet awesome. :) *score*

Ah, It's kinda bored to online after midnight.
Cause majority of my friends are actually offline.
Really, if not Maris, it's Silas, if not Silas, it's Naddiok, if not Naddiok,
it's Ario. I guess. where are the rest? dead eh?. wah piang.

almost 3.30am now.

YAY-NESS, singing 4 in the morning soon baby.
( I know, I've said this alot of times. Bare with it, I'm bored )


School's reopening like this coming Monday
and homework is still in my school bag and heck,
I think there's spiderwebs & thick dusts in there!
( mannn, I'm kidding. don't ever believe that lah! )

Teachers are gonna come in to the class and lecture for a period.
Why? Cause we, the most adorable students they have ever met
didn't do up their homework. But bright side, they don't have to mark
tons of scripts. ( Note, I did not say any cause I'm pretty sure that the
GUAII OR KWAII or the good geeky students would do up the works)

So, let me make the most sincere apology to Miss Lee,
Mr Goh and MR CHENG!, in advanced.

I'm sorry dear teachers for not doing your work.
Actually, I did managed to TRY but not complete.
Go ahead, scold me. Beat me. Slap me. I deserve it.
( ahaha! Drama mama siak Irahh! )


Oh well, I guess prolly less than 10 creatures in class would
do the homework. The goody ones. The rest, dream on.
All they do is fart at home ( okay, I'm getting prettay lame eh )

Mannn,
How I wish that I'm sick throughout this holidays.
That would actually be the golden ticket to get out of the lectures.
Wanna win one?


AH.
All I look forward to is to meet my dearest friends esp
Alyssha Azimah Afee Chafeeka Nabil and the gang and 3n1-ers.
AND ARIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. pfttttt. :)









Friday, June 20, 2008

Don't be frighten ya,
Yes, I added something up there.
I'm just plain bored.

Thank Maris for the help too! :)

Anyways,
my Pm was "Crying, I miss Arif"
Then Ario chatted with me and he changed his pm to
"I miss Arif. Gay"

Then not soon before long ( Ceh! )
I changed to " Crying, I miss Arif, Hotfudge!"
And Ario's Pm became:

I miss arif hotfudge with caramel peanut butter kaya. Gay


I find it very cute and funny lah.
He did cheered me up.
Nice guy lah. ceh ceh ceh.

I'm bored.

.....................................

Fall for you.

That song.
seriously, made me cry.

Imagining things about Arif.
And imaginations run wild.
Car crash. Coma. either one of us died.

Me, I died.
And I wonder, if he cares.

Still, I would want to know who I am to him.

thats all.
Fall for you, the song.
Incredible.

3AM.
SOON, CAN SING 4 IN THE MORNING.
merepek siak irah


Thursday, June 19, 2008

How's today?
It was perfectly the best day until a monster destroy everything.

I got lectured by a total stranger.
Lectured, scolded everything.
Reason being, for dashing at this junction thingy.
Both at fault but heck auntie.in.the.big.honda.car.who.claims.that.
she.is.a.teacher.and.she.is.very.angry.with.what.I've.done,
the least you could do after shooting
me with harsh words is to Apologies too.

Yeah, the crazy auntie actually screamed
from her car asking me to come to her.
I ignored and continue walking.
She drove towards me, stepped out of her bloody
car and fuck, auntie, you don't need to call me with your frigging fingers.
And you call yourself a teacher?

have you ever heard of
"IN ORDER FOR SOMEONE TO RESPECT YOU,
YOU SHOULD RESPECT THAT SOMEONE FIRST"
heard? no? hah! no wonder.

CRAP. It's disturbing la auntie.
C'mon La, admit that you didn't get OUR attention and felt embarrassed cause
there were crowds. Truthfully, I wasn't embarrassed, I was just pissed.
No reason for me to be embarrassed cause you were the one who made a big fuss
out of this. shit you.

And don't you dare say that I have no respect for the elders since
I'm a teenager. I do respect people and in fact, FYI, no one have ever
talk to me that way. NO ONE. Except for my parents which is the exception.
YOU? A FRIGGING TOTAL STRANGER? made a fool out of yourself.

You gain nothing from lecturing me, baby.
HAHAHAHAH.

anyway,
I feel awesome knowing that everyone around me actually
stepped up for me. Even my auntie who is at her place, we told her
about it when we reached. She was really really cool lah.
fuck you all come out. hahaha.

WAH,
utterly disgusting & fat pigg auntie.
one more thing, getting a sincere apology from me?
OVER MY DEAD BODY DARLING.

Over at aunt's place,
watch congkak and still, talking about the incident. haha.
Had Donuts and walk back home.
I'm tired.

stoopid auntie.



Almost 4am.


I give you everything that I am
I'm handing over everything that I've got.
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up


Stay up till 4 in the morning & the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby, if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.


Lalalalalala.
yes, that's the lyrics to Gwen Stefani's 4 in the morning.
AH, i love that song so much. Used to play it on repeat.
I think I did suffer from the sickness called, Insomnia.
So, as I stay up, I would listen to that song everytime
the clock strikes 4am. okay. haha.

I don't know what I'm doing early in the morning.
I know I should sleep if not, all those bloody sickness
would come back and attack me! AH! lols.
Tired, yes I am. Fatigued, yes I am but I CAN'T SLEEP!

Maybe, I'm thinking too much.
I need to clear my mind everytime I go to sleep.
If not, nightmares or restless nights haunt me.
I hate it, very much.

NO, you might think that I can sleep all day later since
momma ain't around but NO, I'm meeting Crys & Nadiok
later at 1pm at Cwp. Will be heading to school for, er no reason?
I don't know. :)

Naddy, I know I've repeat my bloody mistake.
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
I did'nt realise my mistake till I somehow told you about it.
Until you said " ahh irah for the second time! "
I was like, " ohh noooooooooo "

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry lah.
And I know you did'nt went to sleep though
you told me you wanted to. So, we hung up.
This have never happened in our whole entire friendship.
Ah, I feel so guilty. Ampun :)

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FYI, I just edited this 2 pictures :)
OKAY, see you later eh!

dickys, go to sleep.
Don't miss me.
okay, I'm crapping.
GAH, bye lah bye la.


Wednesday, June 18, 2008

NADDDIOKK, I RECEIVED THE PICTURES, NOT!
NADDDIOKK, YOU HAVEN'T ASK NANA KAN.
IF NOT, FRIDAY TAK JADI EHHHHHH.

NADDDIOKK, CALL ME
.

AH. PLAIN BORING.
I have nothing to do at home.
All I ever do is rot.
ah, I need to get a life. lols.

I know this is rather irritating.
Huge block letters & green font.
Just wanna irritate anyone who might
be irritated by this.
OKAY LAH, SORRY LAH.
I'm tooooooooooooooooo
BORED OKAY.

goodbye dickys.
pls, text message me.
I'm bored that I wanna eat my toes up!


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Band was atrocious.

I never thought band could be this "slack".
I didn't know that after the seniors left us, we would
be this slack. I thought that we would be working hard
knowing that it's harder now without the seniors.

No sense of urgency.

I guess, we don't know what we should prioritise.
( clearly is this upcoming July Competition that we have been working on
since before camp till now )


My dear Clarinet Section,
What can I do to make you work hard?
What can I do to make all 16 seniors come for band?
What can I do to help the sec two's to be at their standard?
Must I plead the MIA cases to come for band?

If I do, would you come for band with the heart?
I don't want my members to come for band just for the sake of coming.
I want, in fact, the band needs full attendance.

Dear section members,
I really hope you could help me in this.
We are the biggest section in the band, FYI.
Things are kinda hard for me to deal with.

As the SL,
I am trying my best to help.
Though I'm not that good & not that experience,
I believe that working together is the key to success.
But, how are we gonna work together, if there's only
5 members coming for practices?.

Disappointed.
Now I know how Li ling & ChiuHwa feel.

Help me.
I wonder, what would the seniors think of me.
I don't want them to think that I can't handle my section well.
I don't cause I know I can, with the help from you guys.
CO-OPERATION & KEEN TO LEARN; That's what I need most.

please & thank you.

................................


Yesterday was awesome, after band.
Met Nadiokk and waited for awhile for her to finish up
her D&T in the hothotheat workshop. Then went off to
Cwp with Nadiokk & Crystal :) Met Afee darling & joined
us for awhile.

She went off.
Nadiok & Crys & I walked around
and chillax at the Civic Park and took
the most awesome-est pictures ever.
hahaha. mcm fhm but really.
Sitting on the Grass and stuff.

5pm, went home.
Bump into Maris.

Was having the most painful headache
while chillaxing with them. I kept on complaining
but tried to ignore it but it got worse.
It was unbearable.

Then at night,
I had fun with my brother by irritating my sister
while she was on the phone. haha.
gerek.

..................

Parents going Kampung tmr morning.
Siblings out doing their Thanggg,
and Me, happily shaking legs, plucking nostrils hair,
shaving my head bold, couting my teeth at home.
Fun! ( okay, I was totally joking. )

AH,
nothing to blog lah.


Monday, June 16, 2008

You know, I feel so sinful.

Sometimes, I feel like letting some words out of my heart.
I'll blog all it out. So, recently, I've blogged about my past memories
which I think I've done a huge mistake.

Somehow, I feel that I've jeopardize some one's love life.
I don't know. I ain't trying to say that I did that purposely
cause I didn't know I've done that.

You know what? This have been kinda confusing.
So, for short:

To whom this may concern,
I'm sorry if I've broke your heart
or made you despise me or something.
I don't know what I've done.
It wasn't intentional, I swear.
Cause, what I did was reminisce the past.
Just look back.
No worries, he is just a friend. i swear.
I'm sick.
Didn't turn up for band practice today.
Didn't went for class outing today.
Sorry Miss lee. :(
AH, i don't know what to do now.
Anyways, Mr A said something that made me
the most happiest Irah. hahahha.
best! :)
Alrighty, will be having Remedial tmr.


Saturday, June 14, 2008

I knew it,
chatting with Silas made me feel better.
& chatting with him made me reminisce on OUR past.

I'm miserable okay no, I'm mooore than miserable, enough
about Arif situation & now, I'm thinking about the past with Silas
which makes me feel like a complete Idiot. Seriously.

Though you didn't make me the Happiest Irah, Silas,
you made me feel really really loved. I mean, you were really there
for me and you made me completely forget about arif and made me
completely in love with you. But, disaster strikes & NONE of the past
which I seriously, truly & deeply miss will ever come across my life,
ever again.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know I'm too much.

okay, chatting with the awesome-est silas.
:)


Friday, June 13, 2008

Fine lah, I'm paranoid.
Shouldnt have chat with Faiz.
Shouldnt have shown him Arif's picture.
Shouldnt shouldnt, I shouldnt.

Shouldnt ask him about "Nathashia Oii" girl on fs.
Shouldnt get friggin jealous cause she sent arif millions of comments.
Shouldnt be jealous but I did, cause she said "sayang kamu"
who the friggin hell is she?.

I knw she's no one, but heck, I AM NOT FINE.
Okay, not msging Arif for almost 1 week isnt alright.
I'm sick im sick im sick im sick im sick im sick.
Would somebody just TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME?!!??!
foook lahhh.

What's the point to regret now irah?
Fuck you lah Irah.

I'm paranoid, fine, I accept it.


Thursday, June 12, 2008

Photobucket
Third post of the day.

God, where exactly did you hide Arif?
Seriously, I'm now on the verge of crying.
I'm missing Arif so much.

I miss his text messages.
I miss HIM.
I miss his words.
I miss the fun.

It's been awhile since I've heard from you, Arif.
Where have you been?.
I'm all worn out, waiting for your text message.
I've tried not to think of you all the time but I failed, and I'm sorry.
I know I'm nothing but just a friend to you but trust me,
You're my everything.

Where'd you go?.
What's happening?.
Ouh, I might be thinking way too much.
After all, I'm seriously no one to him.
Irah Irah..

Arif,
I truly & deeply miss you.
I've been thinking too much, way too much.
I barely sleep lately.
It took me hours to actually fall asleep, and when I actually did,
I thought I wouldn't be thinking about you but no,
nightmares about you.
I cried in my dreams and as I was
woken up by the nightmare, I am actually crying.
And no matter how many hours I slept, I would wake up feeling fatigued.
Knowing, " there goes another day of waiting "
[1 year 72 days for today ]

Can't you see how much you mean to me?.

You might not feel the same way but you have to believe in this.
I deserve a chance and I'm waiting for your permission to live my life
with you. One day, I really really hope that what I wished every night,
before I sleep, would come true.

Arif, my life have been hectic & my mind have been chaotic.
I hardly control myself & end up tearing&crying.
What do I do now? You tell me.

Arif, do something about this.

`Is time not ticking or the Earth revolving at a slow pace?
Cause, everyday just seems so long.
Day by day, I know, I have to go through this again tomorrow.
I need something out of this.

I want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so.
This feeling isn't going anywhere.
It's so easy for me to let you know how much
i need and love you but it would be difficult for you
to believe me. God, help me.

Years or forever, I'll wait.
But could you bare to see me in this misery for life?.
Could you breathe/sleep easily knowing you've put someones
life in so much pain and confusion?
I know you can't.

Arif, I miss you



I'm dead bored here at home.
So, I search for surveys to do,
since no one ask me to do :)

1) Are you stubborn?
[ans] When I feel like being stubborn, then I am :)

2) What are you looking forward to?
[ans] Receiving a text message from "ARIF! <3"

3) Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
[ans] From 1 to 445; it's all from "ARIF! <3"

4) What do you usually do first in the morning?
[ans] Check my cellphone

5) What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
[ans] Sad

6) Have you told someone you loved them today?
[ans] No. But have shown love almost everyday.

7) Any plans for tomorrow?
[ans]tmr is, Friday. Friday Prayers maybe? haha.

8) Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
[ans] Yes. There's ONLY ONE.

9) Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
[ans] At times, yeah of course.
10) Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
[ans] Yes. Nur Arif Bin Abdul Rahman

11) Are you going to be home alone tonight?
[ans] Most probably. what? Wanna scare me?
Don't even think about it lah! stupid.

12) How was last week ?
[ans]Compared to this week, Last week was awesome!
13) Do you have a best friend?
[ans]Yes; Nur Rofiiqoh :)
14) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
[ans] YES, OF COURSE. Andd I deserve my first chance.
15) What do you want most right now?
[ans] To hear from Arif& go out with Arif.
Haven't heard from him since Sunday.
And haven't seen him since school ended.
16) What do you carry with you at all times?
[ans]I don't know lah. My Specs?

17) Have you ever written a love letter?
[ans]HAHHA. I don't think so, dickhead.

18) Do you remember your dreams?
[ans]Yes. Andd my dreams uh, tsk tsk. weird.

19) Is someone mad at you right now?
[ans] Don't ask stupid questions can or not!?
HOW WOULD I KNOW! halaamakk.
20) When was the last time you were sick?
[ans] Flu, 2 days ago. Love sick, since 30 march 2007.
21) Last person you hung out with?
[ans] Naddy dearie!

22) What did you do?
[ans] chill out together.

23) Money or love ?
[ans]LOVE you dammit.
ermm, money too! hahaha.





I've swam
I've SAUNA-D
I've JACUZZI-D
yay-ness!

Thanks Nana and your cool Condo : )
Thanks Nadiah for trying hard to make me float
on my back, but I just can't!
ON MY BACK EH, I can float the other way round.

Anaqi is Gorgeous.
Aqmal is still at brat as he is, last time.
Nana is still the same old best friend :)
Amali is WHOOOOOOOOOOA like Naddy said in her blog.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

Pictures?
NANA'S: http://thatnana.blogspot.com
Thanks for uploading :)
Shall come down again, we'll watch Horror Movie instead :)

HAD FUN YESTERDAY.

Arif is too adorable for me, okay.
http://www.friendster.com/photos/15754661/1/346348375
Shut up!, but I edited that picture and put in my ermmm, you know..
okay lah. shuddup already lah.

Haven't heard from him since Sunday.
God knows how much I missed him.
well, I missed him not so, but Too much.
ahah. :)

Anyways,
Reached home around 7.30pm.
Was damn fatigued that I slept in the bus home.
Ouh, Naddy and I took 969 as it's a longer ride home
then 965 :). I sat riggght at the back and Naddy was a sit
in front of me. Andd, I did change my sit thrice.

1st: was because the back sit was too bumpy and I can't sleep.
2nd sit: the sit was niceee but more people come in and I don't
want banglas to sit next to me.
3rd sit: was next to Naddy :) I put my head to her shoulder!
SO romantic; nahh, I was too tired.

Separate ways at interchange.
Bought myself Michael Buble Tea but the auntie do wrongly!
Idiot Auntie! I asked for Green Apple RED TEA and she
gave me Green Apple GREEN TEA. !
I was not in the mood summore. you sucked, auntie.

Got home and went to bed till the next day, woke up at 1.30pm
HORRIBLE; I know. Momma bought me Ljs. It wasn't as "Craved"
as it would be cause I just had the same thing yesterday with nadiokk.

Did the chores and now in my room.
Abg, I can hear you snoring you know!

AH,
I'm bored.
And I'm still tired.

I miss Arif.
that's all.


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I'm sick and tired of you!

Good Afternoon dickys.
I'm all saggy and fatigued now.
My sickness, it came back. It's bothering me at night, again.
God, Help me.

You know, I was up all night editing pictures and MSN-ing with
people. But it all ended around 4am. Brother came back around 5.30am
and chillax at my room. We decided to watch Movies on the net.
So, we watched some parts of Fun with Dick And Jane and we too watched
Alvin And The Chipmunks. Anyway, I stopped watching at 8am
while my brother continued in his room.

I didn't really sleep right after I stopped watching.
You know, I'm having this problem to fall asleep easily.
Well actually, at 11.30am, I still restless.
THEN, mom came into my room and "disturb" me somehow.
Well, there's something I want you guys to know.
I'M HORRIBLE WHEN IT COMES TO SLEEP.
Really, I want the whole bed to myself. The whole fan to myself.
And please, don't ever dare to wake me up. I'll be nasty.
Well, I "nasty-ed" to my momma just now.

Got off my bed around 12.30pm.
GRRRRRRR, I'm having flu right now.
I'm all tired YET, I can't sleep.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Holidays; it's killing me.
Initially, I wanted to call AfeeDarling and head over to her place.
You know, chillax with her since I missed her like fooook. :D
But I'm lazy luhh. so, yeah. Stayed home; crap with Nadiokkk.

Had couple of plans with her.
Tomorrow, we'll be heading to the Stadium, again.
Yes, for our morning run :) iRAHH tak macam faham ehh : )
Then, I might be giving my hair a treat of cutting! :)
MAYBE; still don't know what friggin style suits the ugly me.
urgh. Bothers me, alot!

Second plan is to head to NanaBestfriend's place.
:) Still not confirmm.

So, my holidays AIN'T that sucky as what I thought it would be.
How's yours?

OHYA;
MR A AHHHH.
haven't message me siaaa.


Monday, June 09, 2008

My room temperature have been 18 degrees.
I'm wearing a big jacket and my legs are covered with my comforter.
Laptop placed on top of my pillow and the pillow is placed in front of me.
Tuning to Unintended -Muse ( which is a slow, sad song btw ) ;
Waiting for a text message. :(

Mannn, I look like a sick women, really.
You know, the ones who looks all saggy and sad.

I know, I know, I'm a bad bad girl.
I'm not saving the Earth, I'm not helping dad on the bills.
I know I have to put the Air-con at 25 degrees.
Actually, I'm banned from using the Air-con cause
Morning , afternoon, evening, night; the air con is mostly switched on.
But dad can't do anything, I spent most of my time here, in my room.

Well today was fun!
Woke up nearly 2pm and wash up.
Dad came home and cook him something.
Chit chat chit chat and got dress around 4.50pm.
Met up with Shasha, Adilla & Aida at Cwp.
Had our stomach filled to the brim at Mac :)

They decided to the neo-print so we went up to Time-zone.
PEOPLE, it's been ages I've taken neo-print and personally,
I find it childish but heck, I'm with shasha , aida and Adilla! who is
my old classmate. Sure miss going out with her!

So, we did walk around before heading up to Time-zone.
Wanted to trim my hair and put my bangs back but heck,
Dad didn't give me money and if I had my haircut earlier on,
I would be broke. My previous haircut was 16 bugs bunny.
waddafark? :) yes.

Treat myself Michael Buble Tea and bought my brother one.
Walked home with Adilla and Aida. Alyssha went home by bus.
EH, i just realised that the four of us are all the "A"s.
You see, Amirah, Alyssha, Adilla & Aida.
OMG, that is ssoooooooo cooool! okay, done.

haha.
Got home, mom rapped ( as in, she nags lah )
But dad was cooool ( oh, I looove it! :D )
So, anyways, got home and went into my room.
I don't know why, ever since my sister went Bali, ( yes, not Bandung )
I've been spending real quality time with my room. hahas.

Haiz.
I don't know whats happening to me mannn.
I miss Arif oh so much! Though we only had 2 smses ytd.
I mean, I waited for his msg this whole day!
It's 11.34 pm now and there's NO WAY that he's gonna text me.
Really, in fact, when the clock strikes 9, the chances of him texting
me are slim. Haiz.

I guess, I should be the one who will always send the first msg.
No face ah? I don't care. I did wait for him to msg me first but until
when am I suppose to wait? And yes, out of 10, he only msg me first
twice. Awful.

Well, this shouldn't be a problem to me sia.

So, we'll just wait for tmr and wait for his text, again.

Some people adore my courage to let Arif know about my love for him.
Some even thought I was crazy! haha. I'm not, no worries.
Yes people, I'm hopelessly devoted to Arif. :)
CEH CEH CEH.

Goodnight and wet dreams, again.

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Morning dickys.
It's 1am :)

Brother is not home yet.
I've been spending my day in my room.

Shit, I'm having this headache.
You know, when you just lie down and do nothing except using
the lappy. nevermind.

ARGH, this headache sure bothers me.

Alrighty, goodnight and wet dreams dickheads!


Sunday, June 08, 2008

I've made up my mind,
I just can't take what the world is doing to me right now.
I've given to much pressure. I can't take it anymore.
All I need now is to just slam my body on the bed and cry.
Though crying won't do any help.

WEINNGG. hahahaha!
Yes, I, Irah, just cheated your feelings, people! : )
Oh, I'm sooooo goood at it!

Well, Maris told me to update more.
Update more about Arif? hahaha. Now, I don't know what to say about him.
Just some random guy I saw in school and fell in love with him till now.
OH MY, it was love at first sight! Teehees.

I can't stand the bore at home.
So, I went out to Civic Mac ALONE.
It took me awhile to drag my own ass out of the house.
So, since I was all alone, it only took me 23 minutes to go
there and come back home :) Got my cravings strike and bought
myself large fries and yes, I'm the happiest girl in the house. :)

There's some little changes in this blog.
Yes, there's hearts added to the links and added some new pictures.

ANYWAYS.
(Maris, this is specially for you :D)
I texted Arif this;

complete the sentence: I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT ___?
Andd he replied : you're sexy. hahas. now, your turn, complete the sentence.
and I said : you've brighten up my dimest life :)

HAPPY HAPPY GIRL, I AM! :)


ohkay,
Hello world! ( not goodbye cruel world anymore)



*Nur Arif-
AH, you have been kick in the ass! weing! :)


YESSAH, he's gonna be back this evening.
And I don't know why I'm darn happy. lol.

Woke up prettay late today.
Well actually, I've been waking up real late this holidays!
So anyways, I woke up around 1.30pm and I was happy cause
mom did the chores so, I'm free of chores for today! yay-ness!

So, wash up and did my room.
Had lunch and watch tv. And foooook, cable Tv is a bore.
Nothing much to watch. Most of the shows are repetition.
So, just watch and wait for my brother to log in for me and
here I am blogging =.=

Holiday is such a pain in my ass.
Except for the time I have on the phone and
the loonnng hours of sleeping. :) I'm a happy girl indeed.
And yes, I think I do need to socialise more.
Mom just gave me $2o and I was thinking to keep it for
class outing but heck, it's so tempting to use! so, we'll see.

Currently, alone at home. =.=
Been talking to myself as my cellphone and homephone ain't ringing!
I've been singing out loud like nobody's business and I'm afraid that
my neighbour who is now doing the laundry might be laughing at me!
seesh! nevermind.

Ah, I wonder how my door gets unlock when I did lock before I went to bed.
You know, I don't want people to come in my room when I'm sleeping and make
noise and stuff. But heck, Mom did came into my room at 1pm and ask me to wake
up. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?! oh my.

yesyes, this entry is sucha lame one. I'm sorry!

dangs, Life sucks.
I need school, I need friends.
I need MATHS to keep me busy.
I need Chemistry to keep me hating it.
I need Physics cause the teacher is soooo.... (mr cheng! ____) :)
I need recesses.

Miss Lee, more Maths coaching for me this holidays?

Alright dickys, I can't stand the fact that I'm fat.
Really. I want to be skinny like I use to be.
I miss my skinniness when I'm sec1 and sec2.
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME SIA?!

Seriously, I hate being chubby like I am right now.
I hate having enormous thighs. ( Might not be enormous to you, but it is to me )
I hate being BIG okay! and I think that I'm a little too tall. RIGHT?!
AHHRGH.

i wanna kill myself.
Goodbye Cruel world ( again.. )


Saturday, June 07, 2008

Last entry was on 1st June?
Life have been a heck of a seesaw.
OKAY, don't geddit right? I prolly watched too much Friends.

Okay, my room is friggin cold right now and I'm telling you, I can't type
properly. My fingers have difficulties in moving! haha. Look at the temp,
it's 18 degress. Too much Irah, too much. :)

Holidays have been a bore so far.
Not much things to do. Well, actually there's so many things to do!
Band practice, CHORES, socialising ( lacking in it, like Arif said ).
I need to get out of house often this holidays.
It's really asspain sitting at home, doing things that most teenagers dont do.

Naddy is going off overseas this morning at 3am.
Arif is going to Malaysia tmr till sunday evening.
Afee my love is nowhere to be found.

I miss you guys! <3

And my sister is away to Bandung!
YESSAH, the room is like mine.
I love it : )

Foooks, I can't type properly lahh.
My feet are numb already.
Dad nagged for awhile just now about the air-con thingy.
OH my.

Ouhkay, this morning met up with Naddy at Mac Civic.
Initially, we are suppose to meet up at 7am ( plus, minus) but
we both can't make it at 7am. She reached first and yes, I'm late.
So, we had a light breakfast there and walked to Stadium.
To my surprise, Mr A texted me at 8am! yessah.
So, we texted on and off till night.

Ouhkay, the purpose of going to the Stadium early morning is to
do morning run. I wasn't really looking forward to running but definitely
looked forward to do this with Naddy Dearie. So, as we enter the Stadium,
there's the football people. Gosh, I felt super embarrass but Naddy, no feelings!
Headed to the changing room and spent like 20 minutes taking pictures before
we actually get change. Woman. So anyways, got changed and headed out.

This part sounds so macam faham. okay.
Warm up. Walked one round of the track and then did 4rrounds.
Or 5rounds? Naddy, how much? haha. I really really want to lose weight
but it seems like I gained. Tell you how, later.

Waited for Naddy to end her run and we went up and slacked.
Lie down and put on legs on the higher steps. :)
Sing, listen to songs, shouted, screamed, laugh and all.
Oh! before that we did sit ups! haha.

After a long time chillaxing, I decided to go and shower.
IT WAS THE BEST SHOWER I EVER HAD! SERIOUSLY!
We both felt oh so fresh after the shower. Our body felt fresh.
Everything. haha. We took more than 1 and the half hour to change?
YES.

Best moments yeA?

Walked to Causeway Point and everything changed.
We perspire and the fresh feeling are gone. Shittas.
Naddy kept on saying that she wanted to shower again.
Had lunch and then I treat myself Michael Buble tea
shit you Naddy for buying Mcflurry with Hotfudge.

It taste like heaven.
As soon as I reached home, I went to sleep.
And shit you Naddy again. Because of you!, I dreamt about
the mcflurry + hotfudge and my throat is wanting it!
AHHHHH. :)

Woke up and to my surprise again, Mr A texted. :)

Had dinner and watched Friends.

So, we took so many pictures.
Me in towels. Her in her ermm, ermm. SHUTUP.
it's fun people. :) hahahahaha.
but heck, I won't post it here.

Alright, it's 1.40am.
goodbye :)


Sunday, June 01, 2008

Couldnt this get any more worst?
I thought I said I had enough back then but why does it
keep on coming back to me? Why is it bothering me? Why is it
still lingers around me? Why is it still an issue? why why why?


I saw, heard and see the nicest guy ever but suddenly, it all went missing.
You became the meanest jerk. I guess? I don't know whats happening.

Nashirah said something nice.
She said he suits me.
She said "you and him, makes a prefect couple"

I guess if I want that all to happen, endure.
Thats it. Endure. Time flies fast. I shouldnt have any worries
cause he knows I'm waiting. endure Irah, endure.
Thanks Nashirah! :)

Oh god, let me be the last girl standing.

Everyday I sit here waiting,
Everyday just seems so long.

Almost giving up on trying.
Almost heading for a fall.

"I'm heavily broken, and I don't know what to do.
Can't you see that I'm chokin' and I can't even move.
When there's nothing left to say, what can you do.
I'm heavily broken, and there's nothing I can do."

This song, suits me.
It speaks alot of what I'm feeling right now.
I cried and cried and cried cause I don't wish
this to happen. I never want this to happen.
If being together is impossible, fine, let the nice
Arif do the job.

Where are you now?
Are you still with that someone?
Did you lie to me?
Is this just a test? like sherra said.

I know I'm being the most irritating woman on earth.
I know you're just a friend to me but I'm acting as if you're mine.
I know I'm pushing this wayy to far but sorry, things have to be done.
I need you, thats all.

I know I'm being too direct and stuff in my blog lately.
It's facts.

At times, you were too nice to me.
At times, you were a jerk.
At times, you are nothing when I'm down but
Most of the time, you were the one I worried about
You were the one I cared for.
You were the one I needed and
you were the one I wanted to reach to but
you seem not to notice.

what's happening?.

If this takes over my life, I would be too embarrass to come to school.
I would be hiding under my blanket, praying, hoping for a miracle to happen.

In other words,
I need to be love.
I need some care and concern.
what?, yeah, I need attention from Mr A.


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